You're the only one

Y.F.R

I STILL BELIEVE :')

Somehow i know i will find a way to a brighter day in the sun
somewhere i know that he waits for me
someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling
and nothing could keep me away

Cause i still believe in Destiny
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe, believe in love

I know whats real can not be denied
All though it may hide for a awhile..
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

Cause i still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above..
Cause i still believe.. believe in love

Love can make miracles change everything
lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall it's the greatest power of all

Oh, i still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above...
Cause i still believe.. believe in love
Yes i still believe.. Believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe...believe in love
I still believe...believe in love

This is Friday

Jum'at, 24 September 2010..

Hari ini campur aduk banget ya perasaan gue -__- pleaaase oh no, don't remember me about him, i can't think about him seriously :'( yah gimana lagi ya galau, galau, paraah bangeet. Hari ini gue sama Anis duduk sebangku. Terus gue ketawa melulu, ya cuma momen kayak gini yang bisa bikin gue gak ngerasa punya beban apa-apa. Yah lumayan lah, ketawa bisa buat gue ngerasa yaa much better lah :') Terus hari ini kayanya waktu jalan cepeet banget.. Selama gue belajar hari ini gue bisa enjoy belajar, nikmatin pelajaran walaupun pagi pagi udah ngantuk.. Untungnya dapet tambahan fisika ya walaupun belum begitu ngerti, tapi seenggaknya ngerti lebih dari setengahnya. Tadinya gue kan mau karaokean sama Anis, Aisah, Nanda, Dhimar, eh Dhimar gakbisa, Aisah OSIS/MPK, yaudah akhirnya gue pergi berempat, malah jadi sm Anis, Nanda, and Fadhilah. Terus kita jadinya ke Penvil, karena kalo mau ke D'Best kejauhan, pas naik angkot dimarahin sm bapak2 gara2 kita naiknya lama. Terus pas nyampe Penvil, gue sm yang lain langsung ke Gramedia. Gue beli isi File sama beli pulpen -__- soalnya gue pulpen minjem mulu nih haha yaudah akhirnya gue beli pulpen deh 3. Kertas Filenya buat ngisi binder yang dikasih mamanya Mr. D yah itung2 itu berguna banget buat buku Konsultasi. Yaudah abis itu, kita langsung jalan ke Mr.Pancake. Kita pertamanya pesen 2 menu, buat rame rame, gue mesen Butterfly, sama Nanda pesan apaan ya gue lupa pokoknya pancake pake taburan oreo sama ice cream coklat, kalo butterfly pancake kecil2 sama saus coklat, blueberry sama ice cream strawberry, Ice cream Strawberrynya tuh enaak banget. eh ternyata kita berempat gapuas. Terus kan gue, Anis, sama Nanda maunya pancake Angel Delight yang pake saus coklat sm ice cream coklat tapi Fadhilah bosen coklat mulu yaudah gue, Anis, Nanda deh yang beli lagi Fadhilah ga beli :p yaudah terus pas bayar kan semuanya jadi 88 tuh, patungan gitu eh masa fadhilah jadi bayar 21 aturan dia cuma bayar 13 ribu hahaha kasian banget fadhilah. Pas pulang gue, Nanda, sama Fadhilah naik 75 kearah pasar Minggu, Anis malah gatau kemana -__- gaje gitu terus Fadhilah turun deket 28, naik M17, gue sama Nanda ke pasar Minggu terus naik 606. Di 606 ada pengamen, satunya main gitar, temennya main biola. Ya ampun pas itu gue jadi keingetan dia lagii. Pengamen itu tuh bawain lagu tentang yang jarak jauh gituu terus main biolanya tuh menghayati banget jadi dengernya terharu.. Bener2 langsung keiingetan sama dia :'( kangen, pengen ketemu, semuanya jadi satu.. Kapan gue bisa kaya dulu lagi - itu mah harus nunggu tiga tahun :'( gue ama dia juga udah lostcontact gitulah. EH pas sampe Depok UJAN -__- yaudah terus kebetulan naik 04 langsung penuh, eh akhirnya gue mampir dlu ke rumah Nanda. Gue nunggu sampe Ujannya reda, akhirnya jam setengah 7 gue pulang dr rumah Nanda. Naik angkot. Sampe di Nusantara gue turun terus naik 03, pas naik 03, uh gue salah posisi. Gue duduk di bagian sebelah kiri yang biasanya muat buat 4 orang eh yang duduk mas mas bawa karung gede, sama ibu ibu genduuut 2. Sumpah gue duduk cuma kedapetan seperempat mana kalo ngerem2 gitu gue jadi mau jatoh lagi :'( akhirnya gue nahan sampe kaki gue tuh pegeeel banget . Abis itu masih hujan. Sampe depan komplek akhirnya naik ojek. Sampe rumah yang bukain pintu lama bener mana gak ada 5ribuan yaudah gue kasih aja lebih, bang ambil aja semuanya :) itung2 kasian kan ujan amal ama abang ojek gitu, Semoga secepatnyaaa :')

thanks guys maap nih kalo ceritanya nyampah2 gimana gitu ini kan blog gue jadi silahkan baca baca aja yaa guys

Lady

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flowers addict

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Paramore

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Let's rock on

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Simple plan's Addict

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Fashionista

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redblack

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yellowista

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Spongelicious ~

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Bluesy

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Golds :D

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Rockstar

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Prom :)

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Black and White

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Nightmare -___-

haahh.. gue capek .. semalem emang nyenengin bisa ketemu temen temen lagi .. tapi, yang gue kesel adalah gue harus nangis karena si itu tuh reseee banget,.. gue tau kok dia sibuk, gue juga tau dia tuan rumah .. tapi .. ah, sebenernya penyesalan ada dateng kesana. tapi apa boleh buat, sebegitu senengnya dia, apa sih yang bisa gue larang?.. gue harus bisa liat dia seneng walaupun guenya sakit hati :'(

terus, pas mau pulang, gue sama dia agak berdebat gitu.. sampe gue akhirnya nangis karena gue sebel and kesel banget, bayangin.. di hari spesial kaya gitu, gue sama dia gabisa ngobrol.. gue sedih. dia nuduh gue deket2 sama cowo, asik sendiri sama cowo. padahal waktu gue ajakin dia buat ngobrol bareng, duduk bareng, dianya? cuek. ga nanggepin gue sama sekali. paling cuma ngomong nanti ya nanti. apa itu? apabangetdeh bikin gue sebel kaya gitu

sampe akhirnya gue nangis, gue pulang naik angkot sama azka, ada dino juga.. ya gue masih sedih. terus waktu gue sampe rumah azka, dia sms, maafin aku ya?,.. kata dia gitu. sebenernya gue masih sakit hatilah digituin. tapi dia yang bilang kalo dia sakit hati karena gue deket2 sama cowo lain. itu juga kan karena salah dia, gamau nanggepin gue.

sampe akhirnya dia ketiduran. katanya mau sms gue , tapi gaada satupun sms, gue tunggu sampe jam setengah 12. akhirnya gue tidur,.

tapi ..

abis sahur kan gue tidur..

mimpi burukpun dataang

jeng jeng jeng

gue mimpi dia pergi..

dia balik ke gorontalo..

gue nganter dia pake mobil. tapi?..

gue sedih.. gue gamau ditinggal..

gue langsung telepon dia.

gue nangis, gue sedih, gue gatau kenapa gue bener2 gamau kehilangan dia..

gue gamau ditinggalin sama dia..

tapi setiap pertemuan, pasti akan ada perpisahan..

gue benci perpisahan ..

gue mau dia ada disini..

kaya dulu lagi. kita selalu sama sama, seneng, susah, kita tanggung sama sama..

sekarang?..

kalo dia pulang, mungkin gue bakalan ketemu lagi pas ramadhan tahun mendatang.. waktu yang cukup lama buat gue.. gue gabisa nahan sedih dia pergi.. dia orang berharga, yang ngerti gimana perasaan gue :'(

" Jangan pergi, seandainya kamu tau aku disini takut kehilanganmu, seandainya kamu tau aku ga mau kamu pergi,.."

Read it, true or false girls?

17 Signs You Love Him

17. You look at his profile constantly.

16. When you're on the phone with him late at night, and he hangs up, you still miss him.

15. You read his text over and all over again.

14. You walk really slow when you're with him.

13. You feel shy wherever he's around.

12. When you think about him, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time.

10. You smile when you hear his voice.

9. When you look at him, you can't see anothe ones.

8. You start listening to slow music when you think about him.

7. He is all you think about.

6. You get high just from his scent.

5. You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at him.

4. You'd do anything for him.

3. While reading this, there has been one person you think about.

2. You were busy thinking about him, you didn't notice number eleven was missing.

1. You just checked up and now silently laughing at yourself.