why ..

kenapaaa kenapaaa harus pergi ?.. emang belum pasti. tapi kenapa kamu harus pergi sejauh itu ?.. ya aku tau demi masa depan . aku tau aku harus sabar ngadepin LDR . nunggu 3 tahun . belum tentu juga balik. bakal diambil gak ya? susah banget tiba tiba ninggalin kenyamanan sehari hari .. gak bakal ada yang ngeledekin gue lagi , ngatain gue , sms gue , ngelarang gueee aargh (walaupun waktu dilarang emang kesel) tapi itu semua bermanfaat buat gue . gue gak mau kehilangan loo !!

aaaaaa sedih tauk , gak ngerti banget perasaan oraaang -,- akhirnya belakangan ini mutusin buat nyanyi nyanyi di kamar , salah satunya lagu yang ngegambarin LDR itu kebetulan lagu dari band favorit guee SIMPLE PLAN - I Can Wait Forever

this is the lyrics, and you can see the videos on youtube, or in my blog :)

"I Can Wait Forever"

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

hope everything will be alright

aaah bete deh kenapa sih dia harus berantem sama si MK ? gue benci ama MK sekarang , beraninya dia ngatain "MD" aaaaaaa hate you boy - MK jelek ! Jelek aaaa ada yang punya saran gak gmana caranya supaya MD dan MK gak ribut lagi ? please give me the way ouuut ! ~ and gue bingung sma MD , kenapa sih dia ga bisa ngerubah sikap dia sekalii aja gitu kan biar bagus ?.. biar gak berantem2 lagi ! aaaa kesel sama dua duanya deh , ga ada yang bagus . aaa -,- oh iya alhamdulillah mts ke 28 lulus seleksi berkas semua .. mudah2an masuk semua deh :) amin amin . walaupun persaingan emang ketat , yaah tapi kan kita bisa usaha , walaupun akhirnya ternyata nggak (jangan sampe terjadi) yaa bisa cari sekolah bagus yang lain kok . banyak sekolah bagus :) hehe apalagi di Jakarta ya lumayan laah, and yang buat daftar SMANSA sukses juga yaa . karena gue juga daftar disitu kok . buat Debby yang mau tanding di cakbun sukses yaah hehe sorry kayaknya gue gabisa liat :( pengen cepet besok deeh pengen ketemu semuanyaa . rasanya cepet banget di kelas 9 jadi pengen sama sama lagii ! apalagi sama *L* sama MD , sama semuanya dehh i hope it ! and besok foto2 lagii narsis again yaa haha mudah2an semua hasil jeprat jepretnya baguus :) soalnya yaah buat bookyear juga kan hihi . Ngomong2 gue bete tapi , soalnya gue dituduuh terus apa gue kayak gitu ? aaa bosen dituduh terus !! Pokoknya gue bener bener menanti hari esok .! mudah mudahan besok jadi hari yang baik , lebih baik dari hari hari sebelumnya , Get your Lucky day guys ! :)