why ..

kenapaaa kenapaaa harus pergi ?.. emang belum pasti. tapi kenapa kamu harus pergi sejauh itu ?.. ya aku tau demi masa depan . aku tau aku harus sabar ngadepin LDR . nunggu 3 tahun . belum tentu juga balik. bakal diambil gak ya? susah banget tiba tiba ninggalin kenyamanan sehari hari .. gak bakal ada yang ngeledekin gue lagi , ngatain gue , sms gue , ngelarang gueee aargh (walaupun waktu dilarang emang kesel) tapi itu semua bermanfaat buat gue . gue gak mau kehilangan loo !!

aaaaaa sedih tauk , gak ngerti banget perasaan oraaang -,- akhirnya belakangan ini mutusin buat nyanyi nyanyi di kamar , salah satunya lagu yang ngegambarin LDR itu kebetulan lagu dari band favorit guee SIMPLE PLAN - I Can Wait Forever

this is the lyrics, and you can see the videos on youtube, or in my blog :)

"I Can Wait Forever"

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...